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Not A ChoiceIt's 3 am in the morning and my love is asleep I watch her for a minute then push her hair from her face I stroke her arm and she awakes She looks at my face then closes her eyes And I wonder what'd it'd have been like if I weren't gay Would I have been watching a guy and felt the same way? No, I couldn't love him the same Something about long hair and brown eyes makes me Warm inside The way she says my name, the way it rolls off her lips Soft voice with a pretty smile, I wouldn't have anything less They said I wouldn't survive in a world like this Society would murder me Not A Choice
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when the love is gonewhen the love is gone, where do you run? my heart is falling apart at the seams no feeling left inside, it no longer hurts me when you cry but i still can't take my eyes off of you and i'm not sure why stuck between love and hate, i'd do anything to know our fate not wanting to give up, its so hard to let go my soul is searching for a hint of hope that i can hold on and keep you close wipe your tears and touch your face without every second wanting to escape cause there's still a part of me that doesn't want to be free that'd rather hol when the love is gone
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I Just Can'tI thought we'd be together forever But it turns out I can't live with you and you
can't live with me either Our two hearts clash when we fight Leaving one broken and the other battered and bruised
Loving you, but I just can't take it My soul won't let me, I've too much pride My blond hair turning gray, but I'm only 23 Too stressed to even sleep I thought at least you'd hold me But your arms are no longer there At least not that I can feel Your hands touch my face but they're cold Where did all of the love go? You were my best friend but not until the e I Just Can't
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Poisonous Mind(Verse 1:) Anger flowing into my brain The voices overpowering, driving me insane Can't think of what I'm doing Unaware of what I'm saying Trying not to obey their words I close my ears so they won't be heard But they speak inside my head The quiet won't be calming until I'm dead
(Chorus) A mind poisoned by society Trying to ruin the life of me Bleeding my dreams on paper Tempting to make them safer
(Verse 2:) Failing me everytime They try to tell me what's in my mind Uncaring to the world around me Seeing the pain but doi Poisonous Mind
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Bullet of FearStanding here looking into the barrel Praying there's nothing in the chamber Danger lurking everywhere There's no where safe I fear Time is running out and still the    shot you can hear
The bullet of fear is lodged in my chest Trying to put me to my final resting place My lies have now turned into my cries Burning a hole through my eyes
The beauty within is replaced    with sorrow While never promising tomorrow The life within me still lives If by chance I might make it out
  alive
The bullet of fe Bullet of Fear
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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 10:36 AM

today is the day. i'm scared but more excited. if this works then next year will be the best year ever. *crosses fingers* i want to experience it, feel the little butterfly in my tummy.
the 2 weeks of waiting is going to kill me, kill us. this has to work, it has to.

i hope...i hope.

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